Receiving from God...

I had received a lot of blessing from God today... Thanks God very much for all these...

First, I am supposingly to be late to school today... but I think this is because of I kept praying to God all the way to school... I got on time... and my name is not recorded... :P Thanks God...

Second is I never think of there will be one day i will step on the stage for that I think is a HOLY area that not everyone can be on it... but today, i does... I stepped on it for twice... :P this is because I am the leader of the arshers... :P

Actually when teacher asked me to find some students for help during the thanksgiving, i was very nervous... I have no idea of who should I look for... But thanks God... He show me the way... Someone's name got into my mind... Although there was something that is not so well... but I think it is because of my way of ask them for help... maybe I am too bossy... Anyway... it was gone smoothly and nothing goes wrong...

And the third blessing from God is... my laptop... One of my friends called me to bring my laptop to school for her... she need it for some stuff... I kept asking her what kind of stuff she want to do... but she refuse to answer me... then I though it is for school work... so I brought it to school today...

And I found that her perpose is just to show a funny video clip to her friend... but her friend have no time to look at it... and the laptop is not using for then... I was very angry that how can she ask me to bring such a heavy thing and it is just for the sake she wants to show a video clip to her friend... I was very, very angry... but I can't do anything... all I did was not showing a good face to her...

But, before we were going to have a bus for transport to go home... we stay for a time in a shop... and I realise that I had been saying I want to send my laptop to the shop for service... but due to some reasons I din't do so... and I had merely forget about it...

And thanks God for letting this happened... I will never know how dangerous my laptop is until just now... my laptop was full of virus due to the unworking anti-virus system I had before... And luckily I had got it early... otherwise the virus in my laptop will go to my pendrive and when I use it for school assignment presentation, I may passing the virus to others laptop... or even I do stuff using the school library's computer, the virus may goes into the computer and the person after me who use it may got virus into their pendrive... how scary it is if these happened one day...

Well, if they are so lucky... no one get hurt from the virus... my laptop may got ill if I remain unchange my anti-virus system... :P and I do not know how much I have to spend if my laptop cant function one day...

Thanks God... You are my Lovely Father Lord forever and ever... I will Love you with all I can...

Somemore I would like to share over here are... Father Lord had given me freshness the next day when I have school although I kept chanting with my cell group leader till 2 in the morning... but we were talking about bible stuff la...

And I really thanks God for that the teacher had said he wants to check our note... but because I was chatting... talking about bible stuff last night... and I really tired to do note after that... so I did nothing on my note... However... thanks God alot for this... the teacher din't check on mine... He just picked somes from my other classmates... and mine was so lucky not been check... :P Thanks God!!! Thanks God!!! the teacher will actually kick student out of his class if someone din't do his work... :P

A Letter to my Lovely Father Lord...

My Lovely Father Lord,

Recently, there is alot of persecution on India's Christian...

So now, our God, accept the prayer and requests of your servant, and show them favor to your devastated sanctuary for your own sake.

Listen attentively, my God, and hear! Open your eyes and look on your desolated ruins and the city called your own righeous deeds that we are praying to you, but because your compassion is abundant.

O Lord, HEAR!!!

O Lord, FORGIVE!!!

O Lord, PAY ATTENTION and ACT!!!

Don't delay, for your own sake...

O my God!

For your city and your people are called by your name...

The FRONT SEAT...

Yesterda was my first time went to youth cell group... it is quiet new for me...

The pastor says ... once we follow the Christ... we will DIE together with him... RESURRECT with Him... and get MARRIAGE with Him...

In the other word... this mean we will have whatever He have... including MISERY...

And today...

My mom is sending me to the church this morning...
On the way to church, she says that "What for to get there early?... Rushing the time just for getting arrive earlier than other?!... "

And I replied..." I want to sit in the front... If I arrive late, there will be no more place in the front part..."

" Can't you just have a thought that you yield the seat for other?... Where is those propriety you had learn before?... Is your church teach you to be wrest?..."

By the time when I heard this... I kept quite... but disagree her in my own mind...

However... I found that there is something that she had correct....

I should yield my place to other... Not because of I am bored to being sitting in front... But it is a chance for those who just new to the church... Sitting in front can make sure they are more safe from the evil side...

In my opinion... I think people who are like a newborn baby in the Lord's kingdom... will need the front seat much more than me... I have a lot of people to guide me all the way to heaven... But they may not have that...

Actually I dont really have a reason why I want to sit in front... Just because pastor and my group leader ask me to do so... may be they think sitting in front showing that I am HOT... or HUNGRY for God's word...

I agree with them.... I remember there was a pastor said "if a person sat in front last week, and this week sit behind the row he sat last week, and next week he may sit at the last row... just next to the door... and then we can predict that this person will come late the next week again... and finally he will not turn up in the church any more...

This is very dangerous... because this mean that this person may getting away from the God's house....

Once a person get out of the God's house, he or she may not come back forever....

So... Sit in the FRONT is very important....

I understand that... But what about those new comer?

Dont they need the front seat much more than a person who have lot of guidience???

Past... Current... Future

So many of us...
Either fear tomorrow...
Or regret yesterday...

But...
We have no reasons...
To fear or regret our past...
Or future...

For,
The future will hold us together...
for ever...
And it was one yesterday...
We met...


... As a Result...


Those who joyfully leave everything in God's hand...
Will eventually see God's hand in everything...
WORRIES end...
When FAITH begins...


...So...


Always ask God to give you what you DESERVE...
Not what you DESIRE...
It is because...
Your desires may be few...
But you deserve A LOT more...